we are here for what?

hmchamp89 @ 2006-03-04T00:23:00

2006-03-04T06:25:32Z

all good things come to an end....nice season boys it was a fucking ride that ended on a sour note it blew ass.

so yea thats my update lol

hmchamp89 @ 2006-01-22T14:32:00

2006-01-22T20:35:33Z

oh man sweetheart was a good time i have a few pics....

the whole group

me and my gorgeous date gina doing a fake grand march

FELLAS

THE LADIES

THE WILLS

Me, Will, Mike, Gina, and Kevin

Me and Gina in front of Blake's fireplace

Me and Gina at my house

Me and Gina getting all flowered up

it was really fun thank you gina and i cant wait for prom and sweetheart again next year

hmchamp89 @ 2005-12-20T20:22:00

2005-12-21T02:23:47Z

another big win for the hounds tonight it was good i mustg say but i only have one message

CHORALAIRES CAROL'S CONCERT WEDNESDAY NIGHT 7pm CHESTER PARK METHODIST CHURCH

it would be so cool if you guys came itd be tight i admit it peace y'all

oh man

2005-12-19T01:04:16Z

i never knew one saturday could contain so many bitterly sweet things.
waking up at 7 to be at the rink at 730 to skate from 800-830 was the wirst part of my day. going right from there to across the building to the auditorium for choralaire practice was a rush and being with those 15 other people makes my day i know it sounds dumb but singing drives me its driven me through this month is knowing im gonna have fun not just at the rink but everywhere else i go that day. so then i go home eat some power food aka reeses puffs and banana and i head back to the decc again for messiah rehearsal. my mom was telling me in high school they sang almost all of the messiah and its super special to her so doing this made me happy inside lol. so then it was acappella rehearsal and all i have to say is wow i love it i love it i love it theres nothing like it period. so straight from there i crossed the building yet again to go get ready for my game. well the game was good we played pretty well and things and yea it was good. we fiunally beat the spuds. i havent beaten them since pee wee a's it was nice. so then i hustled back over to the auditorium for men's select which was nuts becuase i hadnt warmed up or anything aand i had to step right up there and sing a solo but yea it was cool mens select is the balls.....period it rules. so then me and josh had an adventure to say the least. we went to his house he changed and i ate and checked out his new pool table and went to my house for me to get ready. we then went back to his house to get his sister when he realized he didnt have the pitch pipe so we go to my house and are like ok its in my rom well be fine. we looked EVERYWHERE for like 30 minutes we tore my room to shreds it wasnt there. we looked outside we looked anywhere and everywhere until we found it...under the floor mat in my car. so we then realized we had 8 minutes to get from my house to the decc with all the traffic going to the decc for the concert and the UMD game. it was backed up for a mile so we took the west duluth way and i almost hit a median when josh didnt tell me where to go. so then we parked in the aquarium for 5 dollars lol becuase we didnt have time to get the change lol so we SPRINTED into the decc got downstairs and lined up and went it was nuts to say the leat. how we didnt get in trouble was amazing. so we sang wassail and it reminded me of freshmen year and yea that was insane i was SO nervous that year. well anyways then for mens select i started us with my solo and it went well i think and people said it was good so i was happy and we sang Ave Maria and Still Still. Ave Maria was good Still, Still was ok i guess. so i finally got a break until messiah choruses and it wasnt really a breeak becuase i had to learn the loch lomond solo in 30 minutes but i got it done. so messiah was awesome we sang the hallelujah chorus and it was nuts. everyone stood up when we sang it and the appluase was loud and really cool i loved it. so right from there us chorlaires SPRINTED to the upstairs lobby to carol. so a ton of alumni were there and that made me nervous to sig the loch lomond solo but i think i did ok even upton said i did well so i was happy. so then we were on right after that for the crowd for chorlaires...minus the technical difficulties i think we did pretty damn good but it was tough and everyone was pissed about ti and things emotions were running high to say the least. so it was finally here acappella time. we got ready for the performance ceasar gavea really good speech to all of us and it got everyone ready and we ran through O Nata Lux and to say the least it was emotional i was choking back tears and i know i wasnt the only one. so we were ready we owned that song. we went up onstage and showed everyone that we did it was awesome we felt that song so much upton was surprised at how prepared we were i think. After that was Lift Up Your Heads which we ahve worked on since retreat so it was ready to go and was full of energy and things it was a soid piece. then we had the finale....the last time ill do carol of the drum it was sad. it was so cool tho all of us holding hands as one choir like we were united and meant to do this we all sang our hearts out on that last song it drained us so much but was so worth it. the crowd was on its feet and then i looked at someone who i wont say and she was balling it was so sad i felt so bad for her it was her final concert like this ever. hugs were around many tears were shared but no one really knew why. it was a bittersweet concert to say the least. so after many people sai congratulations and things an it felt good but i was afraid becuase i couldnt find or contact my mom for the longest time i was frantic looking for her it was wierd i was so scared and i didnt know why but i finally got a hold of her and it was ok again. so then i dropped josh off went home got ready for the choralaire sleepover and then picked josh up again we went BACK to the decc to get his car and then to kelsey's for ice cream which was nice everyone calmed down and was chill it was a good time. then me and sarah rode up to wills together for the sleepover and i dont know we just tlaked it was nice and then we got 4 12 packs of pop and went to wills. so when we got there we just talked chilled watched movies lots of laughs lots of talking it was fun im gonna miss those seniors so much its sad. so that all happened in one day

well hockey is hockey it doesnt need explanation its a feelign you cant get doing anything else and i cant explain it.

acappella is still so amazing to me. when we perform we can send so many emotional messages when he nail things its amazing. from pain and sadness to joy and laugheter we are acappella and theres really no feeling like it nothing will compare to this ever you have no idea.

so this is the time where i say....this is our last chance in acappella for mens select to sing one certain song and he hates it i just wish we could convince him to let us do it and maybe somehow someway we can...just imagine......Prayer Of The Children if we could nail it and commit to it? we can do it its a matter of wanting to and if hell let us i realy want to approach him about this. is anyone with me?

ok enough for one night peace!
-will

hmchamp89 @ 2005-12-12T22:18:00

2005-12-13T04:19:02Z

the week is here the week is here

DULUTH EAST VS CLOQUET THURSDAY 730pm AT THE BARN

i just hope were ready

hmchamp89 @ 2005-11-30T20:59:00

2005-12-01T02:59:57Z

what a moving day

we all have so much to be thankful and grateful for so done take anything for granted because it can all be taken away so fast.

thanks to everyone
-will

Does the on person that tries to make sure everyones happy and doing fine ever catch a break or will he always be that guy?

Heartbreak For Six Seasons Lyrics

This is for the record cause I've been
Holding back too long
A summer of abandoned words
Lost in the torn out pages
And the centerpiece of your own views
Is appropriate for the given heart
I can hardly see this through
It's casual for me now

Here's to another year of heartbreak from you
(This is the second spring of pain)
I'm always broken like this
Always broken like this
And these lonely nights are getting old
These faceless tears remain untold tonight
This is for the words you'll never find
(I want to tell you everything)
All the songs I never get to sing to you
I've had a million chances to tell you everything

So, is it smart
To be avoiding you like this
Cause I don't want to fall in love again
And this is the worst time for you to be like this
(open wounds in the eyes rub them down
So I can never see you again)

Everyone's going to the "girl ask guy" dance
With their teenage romance
Except for me
And this is the worst time for you to be like this
(open wounds in the eyes rub them down
So I can never see you again)

hmchamp89 @ 2005-11-20T16:32:00

2005-11-20T22:32:48Z

hot picture is all im saying here congrats

hmchamp89 @ 2005-11-17T22:25:00

2005-11-18T04:32:24Z

hockey has started HOOOOOOORAH

too busy trying to find out how to get pictures in this thing so ill update later

Micael Buble - A SONG FOR YOU I've been so many places in my life and time I've sung a lot of songs, I've made some bad rhymes I've acted out my life in stages with ten thousand people watching But we're alone now and I'm singing this song for you I know your image of me is what I hope to be, I've treated you unkindly But girl can't you see, there's no one more important to me So darling can't you please see through me, 'cause we're alone now And I'm singing my song for you, you taught me precious secrets The truth withholding nothing, you came out in front When I was hiding, but now I'm so much better So if my words don't come together, listen to the melody 'Cause my love is in their hand I love you in a place where there is no space or time, I love you for my life 'Cause you are a friend of mine, oooo oh and when my life is over Remember, when we were together We were alone and I was singing my song for you And when my life is over, remember when we were together We were alone, and I was singing my song for you For you night have a safe weekend folks -wil

hmchamp89 @ 2005-11-05T00:09:00

2005-11-05T06:10:56Z

choir concert was pretty much awesome acappella and chorlaires is amazingly different than birchwood last year its not even comprhendible. oh man another concert tomorrow YES!

throwing pumpkins down hills at school rocks

2005-11-02T04:39:55Z

long time no update so yea like usual ive been SUPER busy with almost everything imaginable its been nuts to say the least. like this week ive had hockey off for the girls tryouts which has been a nice break so i can actually rest during the day. Friday and saturday we have choir concerts and on saturday i think im going to harvest ball for the first time in my high school life should be fun right? so yea im kinda nervous but really excited for our concert its our first REALY A'Cappella and Chorlaire concert its going to be insanely cool. So the countdown to hockey has really start....13 days til tryouts im so pumped for this year we got a lot to prove and hopefully a state championchip to win! im so exceited tis not even funny so yea nothing new really has been going on except being busy and waking up early almost everyday but its worth it. i really wish i was talented enough to play an instrument well esspecially a guitar. i really wanna do something at the talent show before a graduate and do it kinda individually becuase i dont want otther people to have to do it for me becuase im wierd like that i guess. so yea i dont know were already one sixth done with school its been FLYING by i feel like i havent even seen everyone yet its so insane. with hockey itll only go faster. so yea i think ill include some lyrics

PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS

"Hey There Delilah"

hey there delilah
whats it like in new york city
im a thousand miles away
but girl tonight you look so pretty
yes you do
time square cant shine as bright as you
i swear its true

hey there delilah
dont you worry about the distance
im right there if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice its my disguise
im by your side

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

hey there delilah
i know times are gettin hard
but just believe me girl
someday ill pay the bills with this guitar
we'll have it good
we'll have the life we knew we would
my word is good

hey there delilah
ive got so much left to say
if every simple song i wrote to you
would take your breath away
id write it all
even more in love with me youd fall
we'd have it all

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me

a thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
id walk to you if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
that none of them have felt this way
delilah i can promise you
that by the time that we get through
the world will never ever be the same
and youre to blame

hey there delilah
you be good and dont you miss me
two more years and youll be done with school
and ill be makin history like i do
you know its all because of you
we can do whatever we want to
hey there delilah heres to you
this ones for you

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

hmchamp89 @ 2005-10-13T22:39:00

2005-10-14T03:41:02Z

so i got my computer back and its fixed scoooooooore

and will someone answer this for me

what should i do!?!?!?!?

a rainy homecoming

2005-09-25T04:09:19Z

Not being home for homecoming was kinda shitty but i guess it could have been worse. We son i guess 29-28 with a huge 2nd half by D.J. Wright. So congrats to the football guys. So as some may know im in the cities this weekend for hockey. Tonight we won 4-3, and i played pretty well so it was pretty good.

So on friday there were many things going on. started the day energized and relieved i got to wear normal clothes to school because it was homecoming t shirt and homecoming hat day so that was only the start to a good day. So when i got to shcool i had chorlaires of course and we went through Be Gone, Dull Care which went surprisingly well and then through Red, Red Rose which also went well and then we went into the gym to practice for the assembly and that also went well. So after that i had birchlog and it was cookie friday so we got to munch on cookies i mean this day is starting off unreal. so second hour rolls around and pre calc just flies by no homework no stress just a good time. so we get dismissed and then i go line up for chorlaires. You could just tell we were a little nervous but really excited. we sang really wel and it was bad that the mics flipped out on us but we finished pretty well i thought. So yea then we watched the association video that was absolutely hilarious, so that was good too. then all the canidates were escorted in by friends boyfriends or each other w/e. They were cerenaded by ashley and joe who did an amazing job. then emily and billy were crowned king and queen and it just fit it was a great finish to one of the best assemblies i had seen in my days at east. so the rest of the school day was exciting but nothing too importnat happened.

So after school i had to work for 3 hours at stewarts and it wasnt very busy so me and jeremy basically just chilled which is always cool. Horner stopped by for a while then went up to east to film and record the kause for katrina concert. after i finished work i went to get some food then to east for the concert.it was pretty good i wish chris woulda been able to playa nd i wish royals band woulda played but it was still good. at the concert is where the WHOLE night started tho. we didnt know what we were gonnna do after until i had this idea of going to the d-line sleepover and causing some havoc. it just so happens that emily had the same idea at the same time and we both told each other...eerie eh? so yea after the concert we got some stuff from my house pucked and un-pucked some people for the girls hockey team, and went to festival foods to load up on goods for the night.

4 loaves of bread
4 rolls of saran wrap
24 rolls of toilet paper
2 mountain dews
1 card

that was our loot for the price of 21 dollars so me emily and alissa headed to the ott residence to cause trouble. so yea too many details to say so ill give some highlights

kidknapping danielle
running through the yard chucking bread everywhere
using cesars house as a base
hannah booth yelling at us the whole time
sara saying she would call all of our moms
calling gia saying i was at home and her TOTALLY believing me
getting chased by chris plys through a random backyard
saran wrapping sarah patnoes car by accident
saran wrapping gia and hannah's arms and legs
helping clean up our own mess
getting home and having my car covered in silly string and a "happy halloween" sign on my car
getting home at 2 when i shoulda been home at 12 but not getting caught

wow what an awesome day it couldnt have been much better to say the least and the wierd thing is i didnt go online ALL day it was a great day

girls oh man oh man girls thats all im going to say. im still stuck but who knows what im gonna do now!

so lately ive been really unstressed and lets be honest it helps a lot and it helps in school and staying positive about it so wooohooo

well good night all
-will

i wanna get to know ya

nothing short of wow

2005-09-19T00:06:15Z

a'cappella retreat was absolutely amazing.
don't even ask me about it if you werent there becuase you probably wont understand im sorry.
i just cannot wait for more of this year to come, next year's retreat, and the tour.
i finally got the guts to go talk to upton too. it was really nice im glad i did it.
so THANKS to everyone there it was a blast.
-will

summer is the second christmas of the year!

2005-09-02T21:58:57Z

man ive been up early the last 2 days becuase of houndpack. it hasnt been that bad its cool to see people i havent seen for a while esspecially some of the older kids. wednesday should be pretty cool. i dont know i feel like through these last 2 days ive gotten to know a few kids better which is always cool.

so the family on my dad's side is coming in for labor day which is pretty cool and all but it feels like im missing a lot of the last days of summer because of it which sucks i guess. its been so nice out lately ive gone golfing more in the last 2 weeks than i think i have all year haha which is pathetic but its ok with me.

the football game wasnt bad we actually won against superior it was cool. me and jake-kin definately lead the cheering section which was cool. the freshmen push backs were pretty intense al didnt get dominated so thats good lol

well girls will be girls and be confuse me like usual but thats cool! lol. i dont know im hoping to have a solid girlfriend this year itd be nice to have someone there like that! so who knows i hope i find someone that could do that and could have it last for a while thatd be nice

so lyrics are from death cab for cutie again....this one is called "passenger seat"

I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.

When you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
When you need directions then i'll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.

peace

will

only a week of summer left is ridiculous

2005-08-31T06:07:43Z

man summer is already ending when it feels like it hasnt even started

even though ive done a ton of stuff like
model camp
canada
cities for a week
running through sprinklers at night
workout
hanging with a lot of different people
downloading too many songs
playing a lot of hockey
confising myself
and other stuff!

so yea school is about here and i really hope theres a lot going on the next week so we end summer on a good note. yesterday was cool just going to the lake and talking with molly who i hadnt seen forever it seemed like. so school im ready for everything but class and the pressure that comes with it. itll be cool to see everyone go to assemblies sing have school spiit be a junior and of course pay some hockey that means something.

so yea i think im gonna head out now i watched the notebook for the first time ever today just thoguht it throw that out there! peace

DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE: "SOMEDAY YOU'LL BE LOVED"

I once knew a girl
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I fled
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved.

I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved

You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears float down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved

You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
Someday you will be loved

hmchamp89 @ 2005-08-25T00:39:00

2005-08-25T05:48:10Z

alright heres the schedule

SEMESTER 1
0 hour: CHORLAIRES UPTON
1st hour: BIRCHLOG LLOYD
2nd hour: PRE CALC MELLESMOEN
hour 3/4: A'CAPPELLA UPTON
5th hour: LUNCH
hour 6/7: INTERNATIONAL STUDIES SHYKES
8th hour: HONORS PHYSICS FORD
9th: HONORS ENGLISH KNUTSEN

SEMESTER 2

0 hour: CHORLAIRES UPTON
1st hour: BIRCHLOG LLOYD
2nd hour: HONORS ENGLISH KNUTSEN
hour 3/4: A'CAPELLA UPTON
5th hour: LUNCH
hour 6/7: INTERNATIONAL STUDIES SHYKES
8th hour: HONORS PHYSICS FORD
9th hour: PRE CALC MELLESMOEN

not too hard but not too easy well im off peace

-will

FINALLY

2005-08-23T05:33:13Z

so yes im home now for good it was a great run of trips but now its good to be back and see everyone before school starts

jumstart is wednesday thatll be interesting but fun to see everyone

so yea sorry so short really tired but lyrics of course

peace

JACK'S MANNEQUIN- "MIXED TAPE"
This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
It was you I was thinking of

I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing every step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
It was you I was thinking of

And I can't get to you
I can't get to you
I can't get to you

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I conduct a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I'm cutting through you track by track
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
It was you I was thinking of

And where are you now?
And where are you now?

And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note
With my own fingers

-will

Lasting impressions are ever so.....memorable

2005-08-14T06:27:10Z

well i get back from canada and here we are already. cades leaving for michigan tongiht was his last night home. its sad really but yet right now everyone thats been around him seems so oblivious to it at the same time its so wierd. its not going to hit me that one of my best friends since 5th grades gone for the next couple of days and then itll be harder for me to take. so good luck cade we'll be cheering for ya from home here in duluth

so yea im going to the cities for a few days coming up for a lil hockey. it should be pretty good and beneficial. i cant wait to play with some of these kids becuase some are real good. it should be a challenge.

so yea being home is a nice break form being gone all the time i just wish when i was here i saw some certain people itd be cool but hey ill live and ill see em more when school starts i hope. and i miss people enough said im nto ready for school but im ready to see the people

so ill leave some lyrics

THE CLICK FIVE - SAY GOODNIGHT

Our seperation has it's faults
but I don't wanna leave it all
so write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
and I just need some time to breathe

baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
baby just walk away
you know I can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

we're in a spell that never ends
the empty hourglass wore me thin
so let the phone do it's work
your voice is heaven
but it hurts
your words are memories
but they burn

baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
baby just walk away
you know I can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

baby don't say goodbye
baby just close your eyes
and dream,tomorrow's on it's way
so just walk away

baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
baby just walk away
you know I can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

baby just say goodnight

thats the cue for bedtime people

-will

all I do is up and go i guess

2005-08-05T05:01:02Z

blah....thats how my stay at home has been. i was gone almost a week and really excited to come home but it feels like theres nothing here, nothing to do, not as many people around as i thought there was, and i dont like that.

so yesterday when i actually got home i kinda sat around for a while went to the little yearbook party at maria's. nice to see some of them again because i hadnt seen people like sara, brenna, and liebs all summer which sucks. so while i was there it was fun. so then i left brought carlson and sara home. me and sara had a good talk on the way home than i went home dropped off my cooler and picked up gina. me and her went to ordean and talked and ended up running around. it was really wet so i put my swimming suit on and ran through the srpinklers they had going which was random lol. im lucky to have a friend like her shes always there to talk to or to listen to or w/e so that was good.

so today i didnt go lift becuase io was tired out of my mind. went to best buy bought a deck and install thing and theyre gonna install it when i am in canada which is really sweet. so then i came home ate and sat artound until approximately 930 then visited the soon to be sophs then went to gias with molly ostman and chels then brought everyone home and came here.

so tomorrow i have a game at 545 at marshall and i really wanna do something fun after becuase its my last night home until thursday but everyones already got plans or is gone and it sucks because im not part of that everyone. so yea i dont know.

well time to go to bed no ones online or anything

lyrics of course!

GOO GOO DOLLS- BIG MACHINE

Ecstacy is all you need,
Living in the big machine,
Now.
Oh you're so vain.
Now your world is way too fast.
Nothing's real and nothing lasts,
And I'm aware.
I'm in love but you don't care.

Turn your anger into lust,
I'm still here but you don't trust at all,
And I'll be waiting.

Love and sex and loneliness,
Take what's yours and leave the rest so I'll survive.
God it's good to be alive.

And I'm torn in pieces,
I'm blind and waiting for,
My heart is reeling,
I'm blind and waiting for you.

Still in love with all your sins,
Where you stop and I'll begin,
And I'll,
I'll be waiting.
Living like a house on fire,
What you fear is your desire.
It's hard to deal,
I still love the way you feel.

Now this angry little girl,
Drowning in this petty world,
And I'm,
Who you run to.
Swallow all your bitter pills,
That's what makes you beautiful.
You're all or not,
I don't need what you ain't got.

And I'm torn in pieces,
I'm blind and waiting for,
My heart is reeling,
I'm blind and waiting for you.

I'm blind and waiting for you.
I'm blind and waiting for you,
And I can't believe it's coming true,
God it's good to be alive.
I'm still here and waiting for you,
And I can't believe it's coming true.
I'm blind and waiting for you....

good night everyone

-will

and all you want is something i can't be

2005-07-25T04:39:32Z

wow...red wing sucked....we played real bad....we lost both games....and to top it all off one of the other teams didnt even show up which sucks.

so hey! lol

this is gonna be one of the last normal weeks for me of summer....burnsville this weekend....maybe alexandria next weekend.....fishing....fairiabault and BAM august is done... i hope im home more than i think i will be to be honest.

so lately ive been doing the normal workout hockey work thing which can be really gay at times but overall is really worth it seen charlie and the chocolate factory 2 times watched a lot of movies hung out with the same people basically! lol

well im hoping to do something really randomly fun before the week is out i dont know why but something i havent done all summer who knows !

well i dont have much to say so ill post some lyrics and head out!

MAKING APRIL_ Drive away

Driveway

So we pull into your driveway
I don’t want you to leave
The stars get your attention
I lean back in my seat and we just talk
And listen to the mix that you had made me days before
And I was never good at this
Insinuating lines that might lead to that first kiss
So roll your eyes with every awkward line I fumble
Until I get this right
Was I wrong to take this bound
‘Cause I’m in love with what I found
But you’re coy and you’re holding things back
And I know you but I can’t see through
These doors that you won’t let me in
I guess I’ll turn around, I’ll turn around, and go
Well I’ll just go
And I’ll wake up with this taste of
A bitter sweet despair
‘Cause holding you is like fighting for
A final breath of air that drifts the room tonight
I’m getting tight and I can feel you falling off

But you’re coy and you’re holding things back
And I know you but I can’t see through
These doors that you won’t let me in

So give me one more chance I’ll take this
One more shot I’ll make this
One more feeling I can’t get from anyone but you, but you

But you’re coy and you’re holding things back
And I know you but I can’t see through
These doors that you won’t let me in

I guess I’ll wait around, I’ll wait around

night everyone!
-will

real entry vol 2

2005-07-20T06:06:31Z

man 2 real entries in a row....i dont believe this!

so at the request im am updating everyone on my life.

so yea lately i have been doing the usual summer thing....work out work hockey or any combination on any day. its pretty intense but w/e ill deal.

the last 2 days i have seen charlie and the chocolate factory 2 times at the same time both days at the omnimax. first iwth rob, second with molly and chelsey. let me tell you the movie while watching it from the top is WAY different then wathcing it from the bottom it was intense. the movie is good, willy wonka is pretty creepy in it but hey thats ok! so yea today after the movie me molly and chelsey went to my house learned many a life lessons from dave it was intense. then we ate pizza and chilled. they drew me some sweet signs and then we went and took pictures of and in my room which molly will post tomorrow she has comfirmed it to me. so then i gave them a ride home and was on my way to the beach party BUT everyone was leaving so i went to jacks with ben and now i am here. it was an eventful but good day! . OH MAYNE....salty leaf.

so saturday is redwing i really cant wait to play a real game again im SO pumped its gonna be great i dont know. then the weekend after we have a tournament in burnsville and i migh go straight from there to alexandria for another hockey thing then home for 3 days then fishing in canada for 4 days then home for about 3-4 days then to the cities to skate with the 88's. i wanna be home more i know i complain but i like being home esspeicaly come the end of summer where summer actually has a real point to it haha.

so yea lovelife....i have no idea what im thinking

heres some lyrics

TRUTH IS A WHISPER- GOO GOO DOLLS

Truth is a whisper and only a choice
Nobody hears above this noise
Always a risk when you try and believe
I know there's so much more than me

Yeah I got caught in the ruse of the world
It's just a promise no one ever keeps
And now it's changing while we sleep
And no one can see

You know all I am
Feel this moment in you
You know all I am
Can you teach me to believe in something

Sometimes you choke on the smell
Just to breathe
I need to question what I need
Rhythm of silence
That beats through your mind
Still you forget what you deny

Yeah I got caught in the ruse of the world
It's just a promise no one keeps
And now it's changing while we sleep
And no one can see

You know all I am
Feel this moment in you
You know all I am
Can you teach me to believe in something

Who's the one you answer to
Do you listen when he speaks
Or is everything for you
And do you find it hard to sleep
Or is it easy on your own
Will you ever find some peace
Before you're gone

You know all I am
Feel this moment in you
You know all I am
Can you teach me to believe in something

night
-will

real entry!

2005-07-14T05:51:08Z

so who agrees it's time for an actual entry! I do!

so yea i have been busy to the point where i was home a total of 15 minutes in 2 days when it doesnt include sleeping. it's been pretty intense. working out 4 days a week, hockey 4 days a week, work 3-5 times a week, and wanting to see people almost every night. so yea my body mind and everything is EXHAUSTED but it's been worth it i feel pretty good right now.

cade is leaving at the end of august and his going away party is friday 5-10 his house so be there. it's going to be hard losing a friend like him. me him and ben have been real tight since 5th grade in almost everything we do and its going to change now and its all meant to happen so it's for the better of all of us as people. yea his hockey is great and all but itll be tougher losing him for a year and not seeing a friendly face like that everyday. so yea cade i'll miss you for sure and me and ben are coming out there for sure to come see ya

yea hockey season is right around the corner we already start scrimmages next saturday i honestly cant wait its gonna be such a gas you have no idea how pumped i am. we'll be young again but we should have a good shot at getting back to st. paul.

friends......i have seen s many different people the last few weeks its been nuts but i dont know its not like last year where i have my "core" group of steady friends i always see and i kinda miss that but w/e new summer means new things right? i think so at least. and i dont know if i want a "girlfriend" itd just be nice to have a hand to hold, someone to hug, kiss and have a good time with so i guess im pretty content at the moment? lol

so yea thats about enough for tonight

-will

hmchamp89 @ 2005-07-08T18:53:00

2005-07-08T23:54:04Z

Let me tell you what you are
You're amazing, I'm attracted
But I'm terribly distracted
And I'm trying to be verbal
And I'm back into this circle
Cause I just found someone special

and that is how it is...or i guess was

so yea im done

-will

SAW! is gay

2005-07-04T06:04:21Z

5 songs...

1)All American Rejects - Straightjacket Feeling
2)Explosions In the Sky - Your Hand In Mine
3)Starting Line - Stay Where I Can See You
4)Stroke 9 - Vacum Bag
5)The Killers - Believe Me Natalie

People that have to do this now...

Blake R
Molly O
Alex C
Brittany B
Amanda S

tonight was another fun night to say the least. i hope summer keeps getting better! see ya
-will

hmchamp89 @ 2005-07-03T01:13:00

2005-07-03T06:31:41Z

long time no entry! well heres what i did today!

woke up at 7 am to go down to turtle lake wisconsin to get my car

well me and my dad decided on getting a blueish grey 1999 ford taurus. i am really excited...he could have gotten me ANYTHING as long as it's my own. it feels like ove grown up SO much in the last day its cool lol.

talked to jamie mcbain and his dad today...i am going down to his house for a week in august it should be SWEET i cannot wait to go. everytime i skate with that kid i get better because he's at a point in his hockey i wanna get to.

so then we went to mcdonald's and went home.

when i got home me and my dad got a TON of scratches out of my car....it looked ad before and it looks decent now. i have a lot of pride in my car if you havent noticed haha.

called cade....checked out his new rims and went to best buy...he met me up there and we looked at CD players. i am really gonna miss that kid next year. i know we havent been THAT close but me him and ben are kinda the trio it's gonna be different without him.

then i went to BK and over to the johnson compound where jess' dad came and introduced himself to me...he seems like a really nice guy. so yea me molly and jess sat in the bsement for a while and watched real world while chelsey played vids.

then we went and rented white noise. it was probably one of the scarier movies i have seen in my day to be honest. the 4 of us were all squashed on jess' coach it was pretty intense.

so after that we went upstairs had a few cookies talked to jess' brother who thought i had a beer instead of a pepsi in my hand which i thought was funny. then we lit off fireworks which was cool.

after that we went to the gazebo and chatted for a bit then we all got scared and i drove molly home.

so overall tonight was awesome i was excited. i hope tomorrow is just as good.

i am happy right now it's a good thing....thank you mom and dad for getting me a car you dont have an idea how much i appreciate it! and thank you for making tonight a good one

havea good 4th...good night everyone!
-9

here's some lyrics for ya from my favorite song probably ever

OUR LADY PEACE-"SOMEWHERE OUT THERE"
Last time I talked to you,
you were lonely and out of place.

You were looking down on me,
lost out in space.

Laid underneath the stars,
strung out and feeling brave.

Watch the red orange glow,
watch them float away.

Down here in the atmosphere,
garbage and city lights,
you gotta save your tired soul,
you gotta save our lives.

Turn on the radio,
to find you on satellite,
I'm waiting for the sky to fall,
I'm waiting for a sign.

All we are is all so far.

You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.

You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity,
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.

Hope you remember me,
when you're homesick and need a change.
I miss your purple hair,
I miss the way you taste.

I know you'll come back someday,
on a bed of nails I wait.
I'm praying that you don't burn out,
or fade away.

All we are is all so far

You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.

You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity,
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.

You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there, oh.
You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity....

I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.

You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.

You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity,
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.

You're falling back to me.

Well I know,
I know.

You're falling out of reach.

I know...